GOAT
CHILDREN
A
young adult novel with a touch of fantasy, love, and imagination versus reality.
Book Blurb:
When Keziah’s grandmother, Oma, is diagnosed with dementia,
Keziah faces two choices: leave her family and move to New Winchester to care
for Oma, or stay in New York City and allow her grandmother to live in a
nursing home miles away.
The dementia causes Oma to be rude and paranoid, nothing like the woman Keziah
remembers. Each day becomes a greater weight and love a harsher burden. Keziah
must keep Oma from wandering off or falling, and try to convince her
grandmother to see a doctor as her eyesight and hearing fail, but Oma refuses
to believe anything is wrong. Resentful of her hardships in New Winchester,
Keziah finds herself drawn to Oma’s ramblings about the Goat Children, a
mythical warrior class. These fighters ride winged horses, locating people in
need, while attempting to destroy evil in the world. Oma sees the Goat Children
everywhere, and as Keziah reads the stories Oma wrote about them, she begins to
question if they really exist.
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GOAT CHILDREN is now available on Amazon from CHBB.
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Check out Chapter 1:
Bodies
crushed against each other, a blur of hair and clothes, in the mad dash to exit
the subway. The air smelled of the greasy restaurants above and felt stuffy,
despite the bitter cold that rattled through the damp subway tunnel. My mouth
watered as I sniffed roasted chestnuts.
You
haven’t eaten dinner yet, my rumbling stomach scolded.
I
slipped past a man speaking rapid Spanish to board the train, grabbed a pole,
slid on to a seat, and pulled my green bag higher towards my chest. The two
paperbacks inside jammed into my ribs. With a groan, I shifted into a new
position, wondering what glorious worlds awaited within the glossy covers.
“Whoa
ho, ho, ho.”
More
people ranting on the subway. It could never be a quiet ride. I opened my bag
to peer at the fantasy novels. I’d chosen thick books because they lasted
longer and made the reading more rewarding.
“Ho,
little one.”
A face
shoved into mine from the aisle, and I jerked back, squeaking. Oily black hair
hung over a scarred forehead. The man swayed, braying a laugh. I glanced at the
woman with bright pink hair sitting on the next seat. She read a newspaper
without looking up.
“So
much to you.” The man licked his lips and slurred the words.
His
pungent odor clawed its way through my nose; no escaping the invisible fumes.
They washed over me with groping draws until my eyes watered. I cringed, my
craving for chestnuts gone. Anyone on a diet would be thankful to have him
around.
He
stood, clinging to a pole with one gloved hand. Threads poked from the torn
seams in the gripping brown leather. Two duffel bags, stained with mud, rested
near his feet, bulging with contents.
I
lowered my gaze, clutching the bag tighter. Please go away. I shouldn’t have
taken the subway, but I’d done it to save time. Even though I was seventeen,
Mama said it wasn’t safe to ride alone, and now, I agreed.
I’m
not gonna be home by my seven o’clock curfew. Mama’s gonna freak. I can’t
believe I forgot my phone.
“You
don’t belong on this world.” He smacked his lips. Behind his head, a large sign
told the public not to smoke, or they’d get lung cancer and die. It was easier
to stare at the anti-smoking sign than him.
“Yes,
thank you,” I mumbled as he leered at me. Even if he lacked a home and suffered
from insanity, he didn’t deserve rudeness.
“You
like fantasy?”
I
stared at my lap, but when he repeated the question louder, I nodded.
“What
would ya do if fantasy became your life? What would ya do if it wasn’t fantasy
anymore?”
“Fantasy
isn’t real.” I shifted my gaze to my black socks. They came up to my thighs and
the right sock had a tiny hole near the knee. I’d have to sew it when I got
home. If I studied it, maybe he’d grow bored and mosey on elsewhere.
“Are
you happy here? Don’t you want more, little one? I can take you to another
world.” His deep breaths made snot rattle in his nose.
I
gagged, hiding my mouth behind my hand. The woman with the newspaper glanced
over. I pleaded silently for her to make the man go away, but she moved to an
empty seat down the car, wrinkling her nose. I still had five more stops before
I could get away.
Do I
dare follow her?
“Don’t
you believe in destiny?”
What
if he sits next to me? I slid my bag onto the empty seat, clutching the handle.
As the subway curved around the corner, it screeched, the sound echoing through
the metallic enclosure as if screaming, “Doom!”
“I’ve
been to other lands. I’ve seen my future, and I spit at it.” He turned his head
to hack on the floor. The saliva bubbled with a yellowish hue.
The
subway squealed to a halt, and some of the passengers stood to exit. I removed
the bag in case someone new sat down, someone safe, but no one came near or
looked at us as they found seats. The doors slid shut, and the train moved again.
Four more stops to go.
“Don’t
shun fantasy. I’ve made mistakes and don’t want you to make ‘em too. Take it
and see what you can do. Take it!” He pumped his fist, revealing grease stains
on his coat sleeves.
I
scanned the other passengers’ faces. They ignored us, although the ranting man
filled the car with his voice. Only the smiling faces on wall advertisements
watched. Ever-smiling, ever-trapped in their realm of sales. I fiddled with the
zipper on the front of my gray hoodie, heart racing.
The
subway halted at the next station. Again, people exited and entered, and no one
sat beside me. Three more stops to go. I drummed my fingers against my thigh.
“I
know all about the ones they call the Goats.” He drew a ragged breath. “I’m not
supposed to, but I know. My wife was one. She told me all about them. Oh, yes,
she did. She wasn’t supposed to, but she did. They don’t let them take over the
world. They won’t!”
Why do
crazies always go for alien invasions? I twirled my brown curls. I’d get off at
the next stop and walk the rest of the way, even if I arrived home later.
What
if he follows me?
“The
Goats!” He flapped his arm.
Alien
goat invasion. How awesome. I jumped and clutched my bag like a shield. The
subway screeched as it approached the next station. I wanted to run, but he
waved both arms, repeating the scream.
The
doors swished open, but if I stood to escape, he could attack. Two more stops
to go. What if I can’t escape at my stop, either?
As
soon as the subway started, he lowered his arm and drew a few breaths. He
reeked of alcohol, and overpowering the sweat stench, the stench made my head
swirl.
“Beware
of the Goats.” His chest heaved. “Help the Goats. Save the Goats!”
He
really is deranged. There weren’t any goats in New York City that I’d ever
seen.
“Yes,
I will.” Go away. “I’ll … I’ll watch out for the goats.”
“The
Goats,” he corrected, as if I’d mispronounced the word. He picked up his duffel
bags and waddled to the back of the car, where he dropped onto a seat. He took
a small paperback book from the pocket of his trench coat and flipped it open.
When
the doors swished open at the next stop, I exited in the crush of bodies.
People coughed and spoke, heels clicked and wheels on backpacks rolled, and the
sounds echoed off the stone walls.
I slid
through the turnstile and bolted up the cement steps two at a time, the edges
cracked and crumbled and graffiti decorated the walls with images of fire and
obscene language. The brightness of the paint, and the harsh edges that curved
and sang were beautiful. The scrawls seemed to want to leap off the stone,
suddenly alive.
At the
top, I grasped the railing. Cold, dented metal bit through the fishnet of my
fingerless gloves while I gazed over my shoulder. The people emerging didn’t
spare me a glance. I was lost in the crowd, a stationary fixture.
The
man wasn’t following. I ducked my head to push into the crowd. People bumped
into me, jostling with elbows and bags. I almost walked into a tourist, who
snapped a picture of the taxicabs.
“Hey,”
called a stout vender from the corner. “You okay?”
I
tucked back a brown curl. “I’m fine, but thanks.” Wind whipping between the
skyscrapers stole the power of my words.
“Wanna
dog?” He held one out, nestled in a white roll.
“No,
thanks. I don’t eat meat.”
“Good,”
I thought I heard him whisper. “Your kind shouldn’t.”
He
couldn’t have spoken. It must’ve been someone else. It wouldn’t make sense for
a man who made his living off people scarfing down meat-in-a-tube to agree with
my vegetarian lifestyle.
I
ogled the sea of metal vehicles washed in the afternoon sunlight like sharks
swarming for a fresh kill. I shook off the thought and ran, an empty Styrofoam
cup crunching beneath my foot. I didn’t have a watch, but the sun hung low in
the sky.
A
thought raced through my mind as the sun made windows wink and flash.
Beware of Goats.
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“Long
line at the bookstore.” I dropped my bag on the marble table beside the door to
my family’s condo. Instrumental Celtic music wafted from the living room as I
left the small foyer, and I almost tripped over my sprawled little sister.
“Phebe,
you shouldn’t lie on the floor.”
“Why
are you home so late?” Phebe dragged an orange crayon over the page of her
coloring book. Her ponytail bobbed as she tipped her head, studying the picture.
“You should’ve taken me with you. Mommy said so.”
“I’m
sure she did.” I rolled my eyes.
When
I’d left earlier, Phebe had still been doing her mathematics homework. We were
home schooled, so even in the summer, we had work to do. It sucked because other
home schooled students I knew had summers off. That was our penalty for having
a mother with a Master’s degree in elementary education.
“Where’re
Mama and Dad?”
Phebe
sat up on her knees with her eyebrows knit together. “Mommy’s crying.”
My
heart sunk and dropped clear out of my stomach. Mama never got that upset when
I came home late. Did she find out about the party last weekend at Tiffany’s?
I’d lied and said it was only going to be Tiff, her parents and siblings, and
me. I hadn’t mentioned her parents were in Vancouver on vacation or that Tiff
had invited all of her friends, not just me. Regret stabbed my gut.
“Mama,
I’m home! Mama?”
The
family photographs glared at me from the wall, none so reprimanding as the face
of my Reverend Uncle. I kicked off my flats and hurried into my parents’
bedroom. With the lamp off, only a little light slipped through the closed
venetian blinds covering the single window.
Short
brown hair fanned over the plaid pillowcase, and Mama lay sideways on the
king-sized bed, a crumpled tissue pressed against her nose. Dad sat beside her,
stroking her shoulders. He still wore his suit from work—an even worse sign.
The first thing Dad did when he walked through the door was peel off his jacket
and toss the tie onto the table.
“Mama?”
My voice cracked as my throat constricted.
“Your
uncle called.” Dad tugged on his green silk tie that should’ve been lost in the
pile of mail, not still fastened around his neck.
“Uncle
Tom?”
The
Reverend in Massachusetts, Dad’s younger brother, only called once a month, on
the first Friday. Even though we called him Uncle Tom around the house, we all
referred to him as Pastor Thomas to his face.
“No,
Uncle Jan.”
Mama’s
brother, the one who called less than Uncle Tom did.
“What…what
did he want? Has someone died?” Oh no, is it my grandmother? Uncle Jan lived
upstate, in the same town as her.
“Keziah,
it’s your grandmother,” Dad continued.
Oh no,
oh no, oh no. When I’d been younger, we’d lived down the street from Mama’s
mother. She had taken care of me while my parents worked, and we’d often picked
violets in the yard. Sometimes, I imagined I could smell their perfume years
later and hundreds of miles away.
I’d
always called her Oma, which meant grandmother in Dutch. I could still remember
the way I’d cried and screamed, begging to stay with Oma when we’d moved to New
York City. The hours separating us seemed like an eternity.
“She
has dementia.” Dad removed his tie and knotted it around his fingers.
I
blinked at him. “Dementia?” Demented, like the man on the subway?
“She
hasn’t been officially diagnosed, but the symptoms are there. Uncle Jan doesn’t
feel she can live on her own anymore.” Dad dropped his tie onto the alarm
clock.
“So…she’s
moving in with Uncle Jan?” I pictured waking up from a sleepover at Oma’s house
with fresh squeezed orange juice waiting in the kitchen beside a bowl of cream
of wheat cereal, steamy and sweet.
“Good
morning, sunshine,” Oma would sing. She’d pull out the chair, the seat hideous
and green, leftover from the 1970s. It had been an honor to sit at the kitchen
table with her.
Dad
rubbed his chin. “Your aunt won’t let her do that.”
I
grinned. “She’s moving in with us? That’s amazing!” I only saw Oma on school
holidays, and that summer, we’d had to pass because Mama had taught a summer
school class.
“You
know that wouldn’t work.” Dad gazed at the dresser across the room, a fog
coming over his eyes.
I
pulled at a loose thread on my black skirt. If Oma moved in, then Dad would
have to move out or risk family war. The yelling would never stop. She hated
Dad with a roaring passion I’d never understood. That anger had contributed to
the reason why we’d moved, and when we visited Oma, Dad never went.
“Your
uncle wants to put her in a home.” Dad leaned over to rub a spot on the wall’s
blue paint as if that space was the problem, and he could make it disappear.
I
licked my dry lips. “You mean like a nursing home?”
“No!”
Mama rose on her elbows. “I’m not putting my mother in a nursing home. Do you
know how they treat their patients? It’s horrible. All those people. Oma would
hate it. She’s so antisocial these days. Really hate it.”
“Hush.
Come on, sweetheart. It’s all right. We won’t put her in a home.” Dad combed
his fingers through her hair.
“Why
would Uncle Jan want to do that?” I didn’t know anything about nursing homes,
but Mama was right. Oma had become one of the most antisocial people I’d ever
met.
“It’s
your aunt.” Dad patted Mama’s back. “She wants to put your grandmother away.
It’s getting too hard to take care of her, and she won’t let her move in with
them. You know how your aunt can be.”
My
aunt could be downright nasty—a sickish combination of stubborn and
controlling. Dad was too nice to say that aloud, though.
“What
are we going to do?” My question made Mama cry harder, and I flinched.
“We’ll
think of something,” Dad whispered.
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Our Reviews:
***We received the eBook free as a review copy from the author/publisher in exchange for an honest review***
Angelina:
Wow, this book was like an emotional roller coaster.
It was amazing. While I was reading it I thought that this was a good book, that I would rate it around 4 stars. But, boy, I didn't expect that ending. I probably should have, but it made the book so many times better.
It is the story of a girl called Keziah, whose grandmother was recently diagnosed with dementia. Keziah's family wants to put her in a nursing home, but Keziah spoke up and volunteered to live with her grandmother and help look after her because she wouldn't be happy in a nursing home. And then we follow Keziah in her undertaking of caring for a grandmother, who changed because of her dementia.
This book had so much emotion in it. I loved the fact that the author could write with such obvious feeling and convey the emotions as if the reader was experiencing it all for themselves. The beautiful writing style was really concise and short, and yet so much was still conveyed to the reader.
The hint of fantasy made everything so much more interesting. Mostly it is a contemporary book and dwells almost entirely in the real world. That would have been completely fine with me because the book itself was already very interesting. There were a lot of plot twists in the real world, that made it interesting enough to read. I predicted the big plot twist at the end, but it was still satisfying to read that I was correct. The fantasy element made everything even more mysterious though, which added to the amazing ending of the book. The interactions between Keziah and her grandmother were kind of sad to read, especially when they were then followed at the end of the chapter with thee memories of Keziah as a little kid, interacting with her grandmother. In those precious moments I could clearly feel how much Keziah cared for her grandmother.
Honestly, sometimes I was kind of frustrated with Keziah's behaviour. It was understandable, after all, her grandmother was changing for the worse right before her eyes. But it was kind of frustrating at times to see her lash out at people and push everyone else away just because she was having trouble at home. Like I said, it's understandable because its stressful for her, but it just became too much for me I think.
The last couple of chapters of this book were probably the best. I loved the fact that the ending was left ambiguous; the reader doesn't know for sure what happened. This links back to the fantasy factor of the book, because the fantasy isn't very prominent, which causes the ending to be ambiguous.
Overall, the ending definitely took the win for me. This book told a story that will certainly hit close too home for many people, enabling them to empathize with Keziah's struggle. I give this book a solid 5 out of 5 stars!
Jordan Elizabeth, formally Jordan Elizabeth Mierek, is
known for her odd sense of humor and her outrageous outfits. Surrounded by bookshelves, she can often be
found pounding away at her keyboard – she’s known for breaking keyboards,
too. Jordan’s young adult novels include
ESCAPE FROM WITCHWOOD HOLLOW, COGLING, TREASURE DARKLY, and BORN OF
TREASURE. GOAT CHILDREN is her first
novel with CHBB. Her short stories are
featured in over twenty anthologies.
Check out her website for
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